Was fucking awesome, just got home- unfortunately. But I am going back early tomorrow morning! I really wish I had a costume for this year and a pass for the convention but it’s ok, next year! I still had an amazing time outside with all my friends, new friends, the DJs, the costumes and the people!
WHAT. IS. MY. LIFE?
My mother comes home while my boyfriend and I are trying to have sex. That was not supposed to happen. Oh god, I’m cringing and dying of laughter simultaneously jesus. Why me? What is this luck I have?
We sat on the bench at the parkette in broad daylight, we viewed tumblr porn as we each sipped on our beers. None of them judging me because we’re all fucked up and we get each other. It’s great.
Sometimes you will do something you know you should not be doing and the pang of guilt lingers all throughout the day. Simple curiosity is all it was, the need to find common ground, to find out where my place is in his heart. I found what I had been searching for- a hint. With the little bit of information I have now, I must determine whether or not to pursue. The world is not so black and white, as we grow older the decisions we have to make become more complicated. Fear strikes me but understanding does too, it could end in one of two ways and well, I suppose I am not particularly deserving of a happy ending.
AND IT FINALLY WORKED… after I railed it. ermahgerd that was so awesome.
